The Hranica Chronicles

i don't know, if you happen to be reading this then just continue on with you wish to, these are just those few thoughts and opinions i have about what fuck has been happening these past few weeks..

yeah, i was like What The Fuck!, i didn't know how to react, to laugh, cry or even just get angry, was i that bad that you had to do this to me, i felt i was at the laughing end of a really really bad joke;like the guy who loses out at last..
if i knew things were going to turn out this way, i shudn't have just walked out of your life,
at least that could save a me a hell load of brain cells, at least a cup of my own tears and energy from raging out from all that anger.

yeah, i feel like shit, others get to end 2011 on a high note, like yourself, as for me, i'm just the guy who waited and waited and in the end gets nothing..

to POG-ians, im sorry for this, but other than those small brotherhood meets ups and such, it will take a while for me to make my appearance in a all POG event, im just not ready to face everything yet..so it will be a while before you people get to see me, but of course, if it's a just a random small group meet ups, ill be fine. = ). happie 2012. guard your heart aizat, you've let it wander off too much off.

i was quite nervous a good few hours ago.saw my ut3 grades,which i didn't expect.c+ c + b+....
but the mail came..Alhamdulilah = ))..i'm officially graduating, though only with a gpa of 3.19, i don't care..hahaha
GRADUATE-OH!!!

if this doesn't scarce the living shit out of you..then i don't know what will.haha

gosh 2010 is already leaving us..in 4 days..we will be welcoming 2011..i'll be one year older, i'll be graduating,
is this really happening..2010 really meant alot to me..the people who colour up my life, my dear DOALers, the POG and such..
those who have gone to answer god's call..we will meet again in heaven.amin.

just so you know, i skipped a heartbeat while typing this..im gonna shed this PES D status soon.pronto
2010 was really good to me, i rediscovered religion,learned to love it...i became a teacher(i'm fcuking proud of this one = )..and blah blah blah..

i'm going make 2011 as fun as 2010..or better.

And hey darling
I hope you're good tonight
And I know you don't feel right when I'm leaving
Yeah I want it but no I don't need it
Tell me something sweet to get me by

"This finger's for our memories" - Matthew Tuck

sometimes, i wished i had a remote control..rewind those moments and replay it all over again..
replay those quotes and jokes that were ever so sweet and funny..
see you eat and stare at those eyes over and over again..
see you smile and laugh uncontrollably..

though some may last only a few minutes..gosh..if i could rewind n replay, i would let it run for a 100 years worth of minutes.
the Almighty has lots install for us, it's up to us to embrace it.

heartbeats..talking about heartbeat, i gotta get that scan done ASAP...
i don't want people knowing that i'm possbile heart problem case or something.so much for my fitness,yet i got heart problem.
i want my PES A,pretty please = )...not PES D..
it would be funny to have a guy with PES C status because he has a heart problem with NAPFA Silver rite??